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i know who i am
fat short and ugly

but do i deserve to be insulted?

perfect two

he is the peanut butter to her jelly

he is the butterflies she feel in her belly
he can be the captain and she can be his first mate
he can be the chills that she feel on their first date
he can be the hero and she can be his side kick
he can be the tear that she cry if they split
he can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or he can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'


every boy in the world you want?
so take it no hurt feeling yeah!
well you gonna get it someday
maybe you'll die  in a horrible death
like accident and you body split in two parts
or killed by somebody!
she hang you you and pulled your hair and put your head 
in a nice hot water.
or you commit suicide of your own guilt!


p/s i hope you die slowly and painly

lonely in coffin

cant hear
cant smell
cant taste 
you!
you do this to me!
i hate you
you push me to south and north
do this do that
i want my freedom
sorry i gonna do this!
this is the only way!

changes:

im changing for you
take me you bastard take me!
im waiting 
i cant keep going i need you
by my side 
without you im just like 
a flying dust
with you i want to be 
not with these people
they are choking me to death
i need you to save me
please take me
what are you afraid of?

a new beggining

another year had began!
and i have to start all over again
school!
how i hate that!
i wish something in the past turn differently!
but it didn't


i wish i could be you
EDWARD!

Him
Poem
by Demon Vampyr Child

I see him coming towards me
His eyes His skin
Luminescent in the dark
Cold!

He turns my head and bites
a blissful stinging sensation.
My end is near.

Death's grip is icy on my neck.
Then a hot sticky liquid fills my mouth
Sending energy through me.
Running down my face
like melted ice cream on a summer's day.

I begin to Die!
Decay!
Rot!

I now rise when the sun sleeps.
He has given me new life.

Power!
Death!
What am I?
A Monster?
A Demon?
A Goddess?
A Dark Angel?
I see everything.
I kill sucking life
I live for Death,
Hell, I am Death,
I am a Vampyr!

teaching!

today!

me and my sister "puan morQue" go to her school for a tuition class.

i had to show my skill being a teacher.

now i know, its hard to be a teacher.

i as a student actually pity them.

i've been saying bad things about them.

haha!

now i know it is fucking hard to teach